Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Where to begin?

Friday is my last day to work. Next Thursday is my children's last day at school. I'm not looking forward to the days between where Keith and I will be the only ones at home.

There's been so much tension between us lately. He makes so many decisions that I don't understand at all and he does not communicate about why he does certain things. It's very difficult to be positive in my interactions with him when his behavior is so negative.

I understand workaholics. I would rather be here until the kiddoes are out of school.

What do you do when you're weary to the bone of being the only one investing in the relationship? How do you find the kind of energy it takes to do it all on your own, day after day, week after week, year after year?

I need prayers and insight.

1 Comments:

Blogger Lisa said...

Tension probably isn't the right word. Apathy is more on target. It seems like we're living parallel lives and when they intersect it can be tense, but mostly it's just a state of blahness.

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